Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year! Welcome 2011

It's been a pretty good year for me. I am still working. My health is pretty good (still need to lose weight). I have been out more socializing/dating (not all of that is good of course). My kids are doing great.


I am feeling depressed, and I have no good reason to.

Work is what it is... stressful, but it's going well. I am not very happy there though. I need to make some kind of change, either in my current direction or another one. I don't want to look for a job in this market, so obviously I am staying put.

I am blogging on New Years Eve because I am being anti-social. I was asked to join some friends out tonight, but I just did not feel like it.

I have been seeing Stephanie (see last post), but it is really slow going. Getting close to her is very difficult. I am sure she likes me, but I don't know if she likes me enough to drop her guard. We only see each other once every week or so, which isn't so bad, but she is very skidish about getting physical... at all. The only time she seems to loosen up is when she's had a lot of wine. Being who I am, this makes me feel guilty. I shouldn't have to get a girl drunk to be able to kiss her. I am going to give it a little more time.

I hope that this year is mo' better than the last